"Masakit sa pakiramdam na alam ko ,di ako naghihintay na mahalin mo ko... pero di ko alam kung di nga ba talaga ko naghihintay"
im loving you unconsciously.. hays


-agua .

Dear Mama Rygel,

Im on a situation where I think may mahal ako, nd I think bka mahal nya din ako.. pero di ko masabi kc baka di niya ko mahal,, its gonna be freaking hurtful... So confusing, so fucking sakit sa ulo

S.Y.,
Agua

I'm Back! :D

Matagal din ako nawala sa eksena dito sa Guild. Not actually nawala but more of nag lie low. Parang imposible nga kung iisipin considering na napaka adik ko sa pag t-text. Nag umpisa at lahat nung Nakagraduate ulet ako sa pagiging single. Medyo complicated yung situation nun kaya hindi ko rin naman maikwento sa grupo. Sayang nga e kasi masaya sana kung naiishare sa mga tao yung good things na nangyayari.

Tapos andoon din yung pag rereview sa board exams. Hindi naman ako nauubusan ng oras ng kaya hindi ako makapagtext panay pa nga ang tulog ko. Napakatapang na sleeping pills talaga yang mga textbooks na yan hehe.

Ayun medyo napatagal ang pananahimik ko. Lumagpas ang Pasko haaaaay sayang naman. Siguro medyo hirap din ako na pagsabayin ang lovelife sa social life... Hindi naman sa demanding ang either pero syempre limited ang resources - time and money kaya talagang kelangan merong prioritization.

Coincidence siguro nga pero tumahimik din ang buong grupo. Kung dati nagrereklamo na sabog ang inbox, ngayon meron na nagsasabi (occasionally) na tahimik naman. Akala ko nga nun e mag mass exodus ang mga tao sa ibang groups :D sabagay hindi ko sila masisisi kung ganun ang mangyari.

E heto ngayon naman biglang bumalik ng kaunti ang pagka-adik ko sa pag GM kaya deadma kahit ako lang ang magingay minsan. Yan talaga stress outlet ko e - ang maikwento sa madla ang mga nangyayari sa akin, meron mang nakikinig o wala :D

Ah basta I'm back

Fear of Failure

Go back a little to leap further.

John Clarke

It is hard to fail, but it is worse never to have tried to succeed.

Theodore Roosevelt

Half of the failures in life come from pulling one's horse when he is leaping.

Thomas Hood

Our doubts are traitors, and make us lose the good we oft might win, by fearing to attempt.

William Shakespeare

Every failure brings with it the seed of an equivalent success.

Napoleon Hill

Failure is blindness to the strategic element in events; success is readiness for instant action when the opportune moment arrives.

Newell D. Hillis

They fail, and they alone, who have not striven.

Thomas Bailey Aldrich

We learn wisdom from failure much more than success. We often discover what we will do, by finding out what we will not do.

Samuel Smiles

Prolonging the agony of waiting

Imagine watching a live basketball championship game where the scores of both teams are even. In the dying seconds of the game, one of the player throws the ball to the rim that looks like its gonna be a score. Just before the ball hits the rim, a black out happened.Then you call the office of the basket ball promoter and they answer: "Wait for six months for us to determine if that ball made it to the basket."That is exactly the picture when you take the Bar Exam in the Philippines. It will take them six months to tell you if you indeed pass or failed.


In six months, the life of the examinee is suspended.